not pierced!

[ciphergoth]

I bottled out! I squick unpredictably, and ended up having to bail. We may yet try again another day.

Today nevertheless continues to be very nice! I'm not downhearted.

Update going to SM Bisexuals this evening for the suspension workshop...

Comments

[ciphergoth.livejournal.com]

It wasn't the possibility of a large needle being shoved through the living flesh of my penis that caused me to freak out, oddly enough...

[babysimon]

What was it then? The distressing plain decor? An over-acidic vinaigrette on your salad? A glimpse through the window of someone wearing sportswear? Come on, we need to know...

[ciphergoth.livejournal.com]

I'd thought about whether I could stand that bit, but hadn't thought at all about whether I could take someone doing wicked things to my urethra. I can't! Have to work on that one if I'm ever to try again...

[hamsterine.livejournal.com]

Dont forget you could do a frenum piercing instead if you like. You could use a smaller needle and jewelery for that too- those 2.4 needles are a bit scary! If you did want a bigger bit of jewelery you could stretch up later, as male genital piercings go its an easy one to stretch. Alternatively you might find it less scary to go for the PA after you have had a piercing before. I know its the urethral thing that bothered you, but it might be more easily handled if it were not on top of the fact that you don't know what to expect from the needle going through. If you managed to have the PA later, of course you could retire the frenum if you dont particularly want that as well.

Best of luck in conquering your fears and getting what you want!

[mr-tom.livejournal.com]

That's worthy of a t-shirt slogan, y'know...